To start, I have a request for those responsible for issuing the season's cold viruses: Stop! Enough already.
I am pretty well healed up from surgery. The incision scar looks good and most of the dermabond gunk has come off. My ear is just about back to its former position. For the past couple of weeks I am getting more sensation where some skull bone was removed to countersink the implant. It is not painful -- just a minor ache at times. I think I still have some slight drainage from the middle ear through the Eustachian Tube. But since I also still have a minor taste disturbance as well I am not completely sure. The left side of my tongue is mildly tingly and tastes are off on that side. It has improved since the surgery and I expect it will resolve soon. I occasionally have a slight sensation of fullness in my implanted ear. Whether it is due to the surgery or the ridiculous number of colds I'm getting I just don't know. Most of the vertigo and balance issues are gone, but I still don't feel completely back to normal. It is most noticeable when I'm moving around a lot -- just a tinge of a woozy feeling in my head. I suspect if I wasn't having to restrict my activities due to these darned bugs I would be over it by now.
It has been about two and a half weeks since my activation. I've noticed a good deal of improvement over that time. Everything is sounding more natural and I am amazed at how much I am hearing. Pitch is still lower than "normal" but I think that might be changing. Voices known to me such as my wife and boy sound closer to normal, and I am understanding more men's voices which are the most troublesome. If I stick my hearing aid in my right ear I think it is sounding higher than normal. It's hard to tell at this time and frankly I'm not quite sure what the hell is going on as far as the pitch goes.
I have more tinnitus in my right ear than normal. It is like it is complaining about not getting enough stimulation, since I'm not wearing its hearing aid. Either that or not liking its role reversal from dominant ear to subordinate. When I do put the hearing aid in on occasion it sounds loud, gritty and tinnier -- not nearly as clear and responsive as my renewed left ear.
Music still sounds marginally listenable at best. At the start of our road trip for Christmas my wife played a greatest hits assortment of David Bowie on the car stereo. It sounded like covers of Bowie with a deeper-voiced singer, like Andrew Eldritch of Sisters of Mercy! Some songs sounded okay and were recognizable like The Jean Genie and Ashes to Ashes. Others like Heroes sounded pretty awful. What was really bizarre and kind of funny was if we turned the volume up to the point where I could hear it with my right ear as well: it sounded like a strange harmonized duet because of the pitch difference from each ear. Weird.
We had a great time visiting our families. I've long had trouble holding any kind of meaningful conversation with my father and his brother as they are both soft-spoken. Christmas dinner has always been a time of interesting and often funny stories and it has just killed me to miss out on that more and more over the years. I think my first comment at dinner was, "you all are really noisy eaters." To which my uncle replied something like, "well, you've been awfully quiet the past ten years or so." So true. This year was definitely a step in the right direction. I could follow most everything said, with only an occasional request for repetition or help from my wife. And because I was able to actively follow the conversation I could jump in as well. It was really nice to do that. That alone was worth price of admission to the CI Club. I think it is quite hard for normal hearing people to imagine the affects of profound hearing loss. Isolation, disconnection and just feeling like an absolute idiot in the midst of conversation. I feel lucky that I was activated so soon after surgery, in time for the holidays. The only down side was that I still get worn out from the CI before bedtime and had to take it off before we were all done talking. But it was a good reminder of how much better the CI is -- with my hearing aid conversations were loud but I couldn't follow a damn one when we were sitting in a group. I could only converse closely one-on-one with certain people like my mom and sister, and even that was a struggle.
On a final note, I had another good CI experience. Our HD-DVD copy of the Blade Runner 5-disc collector edition arrived last week. We've watched the Final Cut version, the Dangerous Days documentary and most of the other featurettes. It is so cool to not completely depend on captions or subtitles! I am catching a great deal of dialog now. I still need the captions on occasion but I can mostly keep my eyes on the movie now. I used to get really pissed off when special content on DVDs was not captioned. They are usually interviews with crappy sound quality and I could rarely follow any of it without captions. Other than the five Blade Runner versions and Dangerous Days, none of the added material on this disc set is captioned. I still think that sucks, but with my CI I can now understand the majority of it -- that's a huge change for me. And for the record, Blade Runner looks extraordinary in Hi-Def. One of my favorite movies.
I have my 3rd mapping this coming Wednesday. I run most of the time at the normal 12:00 volume position. I'm still liking HiRes-S better at this stage (I am not sure that would be the case if the pitch was closer to normal). I don't think I'll need a lot of adjustment this time. But who knows what my audiologist has in store for me?
I'm sure this will be my last post for 2007, so... Happy New Year!!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Mapping No. 2
I had my 2nd mapping two days ago, which was one week after activation. I had been running all three programs at a volume level at the 3 o'clock position (12 o'clock is the normal setting), which means I was ready for another level boost. I also reported that everything was sounding deeper in pitch than normal. To combat that we boosted the level of the high frequencies a bit and changed from an Extended Lows setting to Standard. We changed the additional magnet from strong to weak since it was adhering a little too snuggly and could begin to irritate the skin over my implant. Lastly, we changed my program #3 100% T-mic from HiRes-P to HiRes-S. My audiologist had planned to run the NRI (Neural Response Imaging), but decided to put it off until my next mapping in early January.
NRI is an automated testing function that uses the bi-directional capability of the implant to read actual nerve pulses using electrodes adjacent to a fired electrode. Not only does the processor use AM radio waves to power and signal the implant, the implant also communicates back to the processor on an FM band. I think a new map can be created using the NRI results, but I'm not sure about that -- I'll follow-up later when I find out.
The new map has helped quite a bit. Voices sound more natural and everything is crisper. I went a little overboard on the levels so I am currently running at a volume level of 10 o'clock to quiet things down. But that's good for now and leaves me more room to boost it between now and my next mapping if necessary.
I still perceive sounds as deeper in pitch. Adjusting the levels of the bands helped, but that's not the same as shifting pitch. For example, you can adjust the emphasis of particular frequencies with a graphic equalizer, but a 1000 Hz tone will still be a 1000 Hz tone -- just softer or louder. There doesn't appear to be any capability in the processor software to actually alter which center frequencies are mapped to which electrode. Maybe that's something my brain will compensate for over time. To get a reference for where I am at now, I fired up my audio editing software which has the capability to generate sine wave tones. My right (unimplanted) ear has a fairly flat 75 dB loss, so I can still hear a broad range of tones if loud enough. My test involved playing tones to my implanted ear, memorizing the pitch, then playing tones to my other ear and adjusting the frequency until I found a match. Sure enough, I am perceiving sound in my implanted ear about 1/2 octave below the source. For example, a 4 kHz tone played to my implant sounds like a 3 kHz tone to my other ear. I measured about a dozen tones from 50 Hz to 8 kHz. All were shifted down about the same percentage. Also found that the low cutoff is below 50 Hz, and that source frequencies between 50 and 80 Hz cause a buzzy low pitch. At about 90 Hz the buzzing stops. Between 90 and 200 Hz it's a little fuzzy. The first pure tone is 220 Hz. I noticed that some tones in the 50 to 300 Hz range have a phasing, undulating characteristic which might be the cause of the "wooshiness" I get with traffic noise and other continuous sounds. At the top end, the high cutoff is above 8 kHz. Source tones from 6 kHz to 8 kHz sound the same, probably mapping to the same last (outermost) electrode. Due to the shifting down of pitch, the highest actual frequency I hear at this time is about 4500 Hz. I am very interested to see if this changes over time.
The pitch thing is interesting to me. It seems that most people report the opposite -- that everything sounds higher, tinnier. It makes me wonder if it has to do with the position of the electrode array. I don't know for sure, but I would think there is some kind of reference point for the surgeon to know how deep to place the array. But given differences in physiology from one person to the next it seems like that would only be an approximation. A millimeter or two one way or another from the actual "true" match of a place-code frequency would cause the sound to be perceived higher or lower -- at least initially. In my imagination I see mine being just a tad deep, which I believe would map frequencies lower. I am just conjecturing here because I've never run across the issue in my readings.
One week into this I am extremely happy where I am at. I had a 45 minute conversation with my sister on the phone this morning using my CI - my first! I understood almost everything she said. Bit by bit it's getting better and better. Listening to NPR radio in my car I can understand everything when it is one of the female reporters. It's more iffy with the men -- it depends on their voice. If their voice is deep and less crisp I struggle. I still take my processor off for an hour or two in the middle of the day. The top of my ear where the ear hook hangs is still tender, but getting more tolerant. By the evening, a little before bedtime, I am ready for an auditory break. It's a lot of work listening at this stage. It's nice to take it off, put my hearing aid in my other ear and go back to a quieter world. By morning I'm ready for the full sound load again!
This is probably my last post before Christmas. We'll be leaving in couple of days -- off to see the families for a few days. It should be an especially Merry Christmas this year! I'm looking forward to being able to catch dinner table conversation again!
Happy holidays to you all!
NRI is an automated testing function that uses the bi-directional capability of the implant to read actual nerve pulses using electrodes adjacent to a fired electrode. Not only does the processor use AM radio waves to power and signal the implant, the implant also communicates back to the processor on an FM band. I think a new map can be created using the NRI results, but I'm not sure about that -- I'll follow-up later when I find out.
The new map has helped quite a bit. Voices sound more natural and everything is crisper. I went a little overboard on the levels so I am currently running at a volume level of 10 o'clock to quiet things down. But that's good for now and leaves me more room to boost it between now and my next mapping if necessary.
I still perceive sounds as deeper in pitch. Adjusting the levels of the bands helped, but that's not the same as shifting pitch. For example, you can adjust the emphasis of particular frequencies with a graphic equalizer, but a 1000 Hz tone will still be a 1000 Hz tone -- just softer or louder. There doesn't appear to be any capability in the processor software to actually alter which center frequencies are mapped to which electrode. Maybe that's something my brain will compensate for over time. To get a reference for where I am at now, I fired up my audio editing software which has the capability to generate sine wave tones. My right (unimplanted) ear has a fairly flat 75 dB loss, so I can still hear a broad range of tones if loud enough. My test involved playing tones to my implanted ear, memorizing the pitch, then playing tones to my other ear and adjusting the frequency until I found a match. Sure enough, I am perceiving sound in my implanted ear about 1/2 octave below the source. For example, a 4 kHz tone played to my implant sounds like a 3 kHz tone to my other ear. I measured about a dozen tones from 50 Hz to 8 kHz. All were shifted down about the same percentage. Also found that the low cutoff is below 50 Hz, and that source frequencies between 50 and 80 Hz cause a buzzy low pitch. At about 90 Hz the buzzing stops. Between 90 and 200 Hz it's a little fuzzy. The first pure tone is 220 Hz. I noticed that some tones in the 50 to 300 Hz range have a phasing, undulating characteristic which might be the cause of the "wooshiness" I get with traffic noise and other continuous sounds. At the top end, the high cutoff is above 8 kHz. Source tones from 6 kHz to 8 kHz sound the same, probably mapping to the same last (outermost) electrode. Due to the shifting down of pitch, the highest actual frequency I hear at this time is about 4500 Hz. I am very interested to see if this changes over time.
The pitch thing is interesting to me. It seems that most people report the opposite -- that everything sounds higher, tinnier. It makes me wonder if it has to do with the position of the electrode array. I don't know for sure, but I would think there is some kind of reference point for the surgeon to know how deep to place the array. But given differences in physiology from one person to the next it seems like that would only be an approximation. A millimeter or two one way or another from the actual "true" match of a place-code frequency would cause the sound to be perceived higher or lower -- at least initially. In my imagination I see mine being just a tad deep, which I believe would map frequencies lower. I am just conjecturing here because I've never run across the issue in my readings.
One week into this I am extremely happy where I am at. I had a 45 minute conversation with my sister on the phone this morning using my CI - my first! I understood almost everything she said. Bit by bit it's getting better and better. Listening to NPR radio in my car I can understand everything when it is one of the female reporters. It's more iffy with the men -- it depends on their voice. If their voice is deep and less crisp I struggle. I still take my processor off for an hour or two in the middle of the day. The top of my ear where the ear hook hangs is still tender, but getting more tolerant. By the evening, a little before bedtime, I am ready for an auditory break. It's a lot of work listening at this stage. It's nice to take it off, put my hearing aid in my other ear and go back to a quieter world. By morning I'm ready for the full sound load again!
This is probably my last post before Christmas. We'll be leaving in couple of days -- off to see the families for a few days. It should be an especially Merry Christmas this year! I'm looking forward to being able to catch dinner table conversation again!
Happy holidays to you all!
Friday, December 14, 2007
Activation Day Video (Dec. 11, 2007)
My sweet wife took video of my activation. Here is a 4 minute collection of clips.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Mapping No. 1 (with photos)
I had my first mapping yesterday. The initial levels were set quite conservatively on activation the prior day so we were able to crank them up quite a bit yesterday. I'm hearing a lot more, but even so it's thrilling not to be annoyed by the loudness. I'm doing good understanding speech. I don't know where I stand on a standard audiogram yet -- my audiologist intends to test me at my third mapping sometime in January. My second mapping will be next Tuesday.
As we cranked up the output the CI started cutting out. After a call to Advanced Bionics my audiologist set the transmission power (the strength of the signal from external to internal coil) to high and that solved it. It is likely due to the swelling at the magnet point and we should be able to set it back to normal in a few weeks. In the meantime my battery life will be reduced somewhat. I'm using the smaller battery at this point to be as easy on my tender ear as possible (it's only been 2 weeks since surgery after all!). Even so, I got at least 10 hours out of it yesterday. I will find out today how long it truly lasts.
The overall nature of sound to me at this early point is that everything sounds deeper pitched, especially voices. I expect that to change over time, but right now it is really weird! My 2-year old son indeed sounds like a munchkin! Many environmental sounds are fairly close to normal: keyboard keys clacking, my footsteps through our creaky old wood-floored house, water dripping and gurgling, and all the various clunks and clacks when doing things. I don't notice the lower pitch as much with noises, but they are lower. Cars driving by sound like wooshing alien spacecraft! Well, what Hollywood imagines they sound like anyway.
I had a really cool moment yesterday. I thought I'd go back and have a look at Abbie's activation video. When I watched it in the past, even with my hearing aids, I could not understand a single word said in the entire video (which is the usual case for me with any web video). Well, yesterday I caught nearly every word! Even her audiologist off-screen! I never expected that a CI would help me with that so soon.
I'm having lunch with a friend shortly. It will be interesting to see how it goes!
For those interested in the technical details (like me!), here are my three program settings:
1. HiRes-P F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 50%, T-mic 50%
2. HiRes-S F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 50%, T-mic 50%
3. HiRes-P F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 0%, T-mic 100%
I need to learn a lot more about the technology, but here are some short definitions:
HiRes-P: Electrodes pairs are fired simultaneously (I think the "P" is for parallel -- 12/17 correction, "P" is for paired).
HiRes-S: Electrodes are fired sequentially (very fast!).
F-120: Fidelity 120 is AB's new strategy which uses current steering to stimulate nerve areas between electrodes. So instead of having just 16 stimulation points (one for each electrode), there are additional points between electrodes providing up to 120 "spectral bands."
IDR: Input Dynamic Range. This is input compression that squeezes the dynamic range -- loud sounds are reduced and soft increased. The higher the number the less compression. 60 is the default and is a moderate setting. I'm pretty sure it's a dB (decibel) figure.
P-mic: The processor's built-in microphone.
T-Mic: An auxillary microphone at the tip of an earpiece that locates the mic in the ear in order to make use of the external ear's sound focusing capability.
My audiologist instructed me to try both HiRes-P and HiRes-S to see if I develop a preference.
Now for some photos. My ear continues to recede back to its normal position. I'd say it's just over half way there!
Here is the same photo as above marked up to point out the various components and with an overlay of the implant showing its approximate size and location under my scalp (you can click on the pictures to see a bigger view):
We took some video on my activation day, so I will work on getting that posted soon.
As we cranked up the output the CI started cutting out. After a call to Advanced Bionics my audiologist set the transmission power (the strength of the signal from external to internal coil) to high and that solved it. It is likely due to the swelling at the magnet point and we should be able to set it back to normal in a few weeks. In the meantime my battery life will be reduced somewhat. I'm using the smaller battery at this point to be as easy on my tender ear as possible (it's only been 2 weeks since surgery after all!). Even so, I got at least 10 hours out of it yesterday. I will find out today how long it truly lasts.
The overall nature of sound to me at this early point is that everything sounds deeper pitched, especially voices. I expect that to change over time, but right now it is really weird! My 2-year old son indeed sounds like a munchkin! Many environmental sounds are fairly close to normal: keyboard keys clacking, my footsteps through our creaky old wood-floored house, water dripping and gurgling, and all the various clunks and clacks when doing things. I don't notice the lower pitch as much with noises, but they are lower. Cars driving by sound like wooshing alien spacecraft! Well, what Hollywood imagines they sound like anyway.
I had a really cool moment yesterday. I thought I'd go back and have a look at Abbie's activation video. When I watched it in the past, even with my hearing aids, I could not understand a single word said in the entire video (which is the usual case for me with any web video). Well, yesterday I caught nearly every word! Even her audiologist off-screen! I never expected that a CI would help me with that so soon.
I'm having lunch with a friend shortly. It will be interesting to see how it goes!
For those interested in the technical details (like me!), here are my three program settings:
1. HiRes-P F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 50%, T-mic 50%
2. HiRes-S F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 50%, T-mic 50%
3. HiRes-P F-120 / IDR 60 / P-mic 0%, T-mic 100%
I need to learn a lot more about the technology, but here are some short definitions:
HiRes-P: Electrodes pairs are fired simultaneously (I think the "P" is for parallel -- 12/17 correction, "P" is for paired).
HiRes-S: Electrodes are fired sequentially (very fast!).
F-120: Fidelity 120 is AB's new strategy which uses current steering to stimulate nerve areas between electrodes. So instead of having just 16 stimulation points (one for each electrode), there are additional points between electrodes providing up to 120 "spectral bands."
IDR: Input Dynamic Range. This is input compression that squeezes the dynamic range -- loud sounds are reduced and soft increased. The higher the number the less compression. 60 is the default and is a moderate setting. I'm pretty sure it's a dB (decibel) figure.
P-mic: The processor's built-in microphone.
T-Mic: An auxillary microphone at the tip of an earpiece that locates the mic in the ear in order to make use of the external ear's sound focusing capability.
My audiologist instructed me to try both HiRes-P and HiRes-S to see if I develop a preference.
Now for some photos. My ear continues to recede back to its normal position. I'd say it's just over half way there!
Here is the same photo as above marked up to point out the various components and with an overlay of the implant showing its approximate size and location under my scalp (you can click on the pictures to see a bigger view):
We took some video on my activation day, so I will work on getting that posted soon.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
CI: The Surgery Day (Nov. 29, 2007)
This is a recap of my surgery day. Now that it has been over a week since surgery, I feel up to putting together a detailed post with pictures. It has also given me time to gather more information, by questioning my surgeon at my post-op exam and doing other research. And, with my activation already done (see 12/11 post), I need to get this out of the way – now!
The weeks leading up to surgery were a lot more stressful than necessary. About 3 weeks prior, a small sebaceous cyst I’d had for years suddenly became enlarged and infected. Elective surgeries are usually postponed if there are any existing infections. It took 15 days of antibiotics and having it lanced to get the infection under control. Then with 2 days to go until surgery I started to feel like I was fighting a bug. No fever, but slightly achy with a scratchy throat. If that progressed into stronger symptoms surgery could get cancelled.
My surgery was scheduled for 10 am and was instructed to arrive at 7:15 am. The night before I made sure I had everything in order. No food or drink after 10 pm. I had picked up my prescriptions for painkiller (vicodin) and antibiotic (keflex) the previous day. I normally wear contact lenses, but those aren’t allowed for surgery so I decided to remove the left temple piece from my eyeglasses in advance. While doing that the small jeweler’s screwdriver slipped off the screw and skewered my thumb – ouch! Nice little blood sample. Later on while shaving, I sliced my lower lip and bled some more. I decided to skip trimming my fingernails. I slept better than I expected since I was jittery about waking up with the bug I seemed to be fighting starting to blossom. The next morning I woke feeling well and my wife and I arrived at the hospital on time.
The check-in process went quickly and we were up to my room by 7:30. We were introduced to my nurse. She said I should expect to be wheeled to surgery staging about 9:30. Here are a couple of photos from that time.
The geeky one-temple glasses:
Note the sliced lip:
About 8:00 blood was drawn for tests. They asked for a urine sample if possible. I shouldn’t have pissed that morning, because with no fluids in almost 12 hours there just wasn’t anything new to provide. The nurse said after I was IV’d for awhile later that might change. After that I was fitted with stockings and pump leggings that would help prevent blood clots, since the surgery could run 3 to 5 hours.
About 8:15 a different nurse tried to get me IV’d but gave up after a couple of failed attempts saying, “I only stick twice.” Around 9:00 an IV specialist got me hooked up in one shot. After a half-hour on the drip I was able to provide my sample.
At 9:30 the nurse came in and told us that there was about an hour delay in surgery, so more thumb twiddling and watching the storm clouds gathering out the window. Heavy rains were predicted for the next 2 days. We were hoping they would hold off until after we drove home later that day.
A bit after 10:00 I was wheeled down to surgery staging, where they gave me a lovely cap and placed a sticker on the left side of my head. I was happy about that – I had considered writing “not this one!” behind my right ear the night before.
A nurse went over some paperwork with me. Then the anesthesiologist came by to go over the process and asked for a baseline ECG which was taken a little later. When one of the nurses told me it shouldn’t be much longer I realized I was starting to feel like I needed to take a crap. Great – all dressed for surgery with an IV hanging out of my arm. I mentioned it to the nurse and she said if I really needed to go I should, but otherwise don’t worry about it. While I was pondering that big decision my gurney driver arrived about 10:45. He huddled with the nurse for a moment and then off we went with him saying he was going to detour by one of the restrooms for me. In hindsight I am very glad we did that. During the first few hours after waking from surgery, taking care of that business is the last thing one wants to deal with.
As we rolled into the operating room I recall seeing about 4 people: my surgeon, the anesthesiologist, and a couple of others. I’m glad they let me wear my hearing aids and eyeglasses into surgery so I could communicate. One person brought a box labeled “left cochlear implant” up to me for my confirmation. I gave them a thumbs up and pointed at my left ear. Next I was slid over to the firm, narrow operating table. I laid there for a few minutes, glancing around at the variety of equipment in view. My surgeon leaned over me to say hi and gave me a friendly smile. That was probably around 11:15 am. The next thing I knew I was waking up in recovery, which I’ll get to later.
The surgical technique my surgeon uses was developed at Nottingham University Hospital Cochlear Implant Program in England about 4 years ago. My surgeon has been using it for over 2 years. The 2 main differences from other techniques are the location and size of the incision, and that no sutures hold the implant processor in place. The incision is only about 1.5 inches long, set about a half inch back from the crease of the upper portion of the ear. As with all CI surgeries a shallow divot is made in the skull to hold the processor. I was instructed not to rub that area for 30 days because it would be possible to dislodge it until scar tissue developed which would firmly hold it in place thereafter.
The surgery itself took a little longer than normal due to some boney growths in the mastoid region that slowed the process of making an access tunnel into the middle ear. However once that was achieved the insertion of the electrode array into the cochlea went smoothly. After the implant was in place it was hooked up and a series of tests run to ensure it was functioning correctly. I believe they monitor brainwaves and a middle ear muscle to obtain responses to the tests. Closure of the incision was done with sub-dermal sutures, but no surface stitches. Dermabond was used over the top of the incision. It’s a fancy Krazy Glue that both holds the wound together and forms a water and germ proof barrier.
Surgery was completed between 3:30 and 4:00 pm. My surgeon visited my wife in the waiting area around 4:30 to let her know everything went very well and that I was awake and smiling in recovery. I certainly don’t remember that! The first thing I remember was becoming aware that I was lying inclined on a gurney in the brightly lit recovery room around 5:00, that my left ear had some pretty loud roaring tinnitus, and that I was woozy as all hell. I think there were a lot of other patients recovering in there but I had no desire to focus on anything at all. A nurse came by to check on me and I told her I would probably need to vomit soon. She put a towel on my chest and I had a couple of token pukes. Unbelievably, even though I was nauseous the next day or so, that was the only time I barfed. I think I dozed on and off for a little while longer before they wheeled me up to my room around 6:00.
I was very happy to see my wife when she walked in the room. She had a big smile for me and told me everything went well. I’m sure I was informed of that earlier, but that’s the first time it registered. What a relief. At that point I took a little inventory of my state: No specific pain, just a slight throb; intermittent roaring tinnitus in my left ear, loud but not painfully so; my right ear seemed stuffy and I wasn’t hearing well out of it; still woozy and nauseous; the outside edge of my right arm from elbow to pinky finger was very numb; the left edge of my tongue felt tingly, half-numb. So not feeling all that great, but happy all the same.
Around 6:30 my surgeon dropped in to check on me. He reiterated what my wife said regarding the surgery going well, adding that he felt it would be better to leave the dressing on overnight due to the later end of surgery then planned, and that I should be able to go home in a couple of hours as long as I was steady enough. I mentioned the numbness in my arm and he said that was from lying on my arm for so long during surgery, and that it would clear up over the next couple of days. After the good doctor left a nurse brought a food tray. I sucked on some ice chips and nibbled on red jello, which tasted intense. There was a bowl of broth, but just bringing a spoonful within range of my nose I knew I wasn’t ready for that! So I just stuck to ice, jello and warm tea for the next couple of hours. At some point the leg pump device started to get on my nerves. It would pump up and squeeze my legs every 30 seconds or so and the regularity of it became annoying. I was really glad when they removed it.
About 8:30 my nurse gave me a final dose of anti-nausea medicine through the IV in preparation for my departure. A few minutes later she helped me to my feet and guided me to the bathroom. I felt wobbly but was able to stand by myself and pee. Apparently I passed the test so they unhooked me from the IV, set me in a wheelchair and wheeled me out to our car just after 9:00.
Fortunately the rain storm hadn’t hit yet, so we had a quick 10 minute drive home. The first thing I did when I got home was put my contact lenses in. Wearing eyeglasses always makes me feel slightly “off” because I wear them so infrequently. I was also bothered that the hearing in my right ear was so bad, but at that point just hoped it would recover overnight. For the next couple of hours I was still fairly nauseous, but was able to start nibbling on a banana and had some chicken broth later on. I took a vicodin at 11:30 and when it started kicking in I felt better. I slept in 2-3 hour stints, taking a vicodin every 3-4 hours.
The next morning it was raining cats and dogs. I got up around 8:00 feeling better, though still a bit wobbly. Not spinning vertigo, but an unsteady feeling especially if I tilted my head. The hearing in my right ear had recovered a lot, which was a big relief, and the tinnitus on the left had abated somewhat as well. My stomach had settled down enough to have a light breakfast. About mid-day we headed out to see my surgeon at his office. He removed the dressing. The top of my ear was sticking way out – it made me laugh! He said that was normal and it would go back to its usual position over the next month.
I think I covered most of the subsequent recovery in my other posts. Following are photos from the recovery period.
These were taken within a couple of hours of removing the dressing the day after surgery, before the swelling started:
The following are from 2 days after surgery, about when the swelling peaked:
The weeks leading up to surgery were a lot more stressful than necessary. About 3 weeks prior, a small sebaceous cyst I’d had for years suddenly became enlarged and infected. Elective surgeries are usually postponed if there are any existing infections. It took 15 days of antibiotics and having it lanced to get the infection under control. Then with 2 days to go until surgery I started to feel like I was fighting a bug. No fever, but slightly achy with a scratchy throat. If that progressed into stronger symptoms surgery could get cancelled.
My surgery was scheduled for 10 am and was instructed to arrive at 7:15 am. The night before I made sure I had everything in order. No food or drink after 10 pm. I had picked up my prescriptions for painkiller (vicodin) and antibiotic (keflex) the previous day. I normally wear contact lenses, but those aren’t allowed for surgery so I decided to remove the left temple piece from my eyeglasses in advance. While doing that the small jeweler’s screwdriver slipped off the screw and skewered my thumb – ouch! Nice little blood sample. Later on while shaving, I sliced my lower lip and bled some more. I decided to skip trimming my fingernails. I slept better than I expected since I was jittery about waking up with the bug I seemed to be fighting starting to blossom. The next morning I woke feeling well and my wife and I arrived at the hospital on time.
The check-in process went quickly and we were up to my room by 7:30. We were introduced to my nurse. She said I should expect to be wheeled to surgery staging about 9:30. Here are a couple of photos from that time.
The geeky one-temple glasses:
Note the sliced lip:
About 8:00 blood was drawn for tests. They asked for a urine sample if possible. I shouldn’t have pissed that morning, because with no fluids in almost 12 hours there just wasn’t anything new to provide. The nurse said after I was IV’d for awhile later that might change. After that I was fitted with stockings and pump leggings that would help prevent blood clots, since the surgery could run 3 to 5 hours.
About 8:15 a different nurse tried to get me IV’d but gave up after a couple of failed attempts saying, “I only stick twice.” Around 9:00 an IV specialist got me hooked up in one shot. After a half-hour on the drip I was able to provide my sample.
At 9:30 the nurse came in and told us that there was about an hour delay in surgery, so more thumb twiddling and watching the storm clouds gathering out the window. Heavy rains were predicted for the next 2 days. We were hoping they would hold off until after we drove home later that day.
A bit after 10:00 I was wheeled down to surgery staging, where they gave me a lovely cap and placed a sticker on the left side of my head. I was happy about that – I had considered writing “not this one!” behind my right ear the night before.
A nurse went over some paperwork with me. Then the anesthesiologist came by to go over the process and asked for a baseline ECG which was taken a little later. When one of the nurses told me it shouldn’t be much longer I realized I was starting to feel like I needed to take a crap. Great – all dressed for surgery with an IV hanging out of my arm. I mentioned it to the nurse and she said if I really needed to go I should, but otherwise don’t worry about it. While I was pondering that big decision my gurney driver arrived about 10:45. He huddled with the nurse for a moment and then off we went with him saying he was going to detour by one of the restrooms for me. In hindsight I am very glad we did that. During the first few hours after waking from surgery, taking care of that business is the last thing one wants to deal with.
As we rolled into the operating room I recall seeing about 4 people: my surgeon, the anesthesiologist, and a couple of others. I’m glad they let me wear my hearing aids and eyeglasses into surgery so I could communicate. One person brought a box labeled “left cochlear implant” up to me for my confirmation. I gave them a thumbs up and pointed at my left ear. Next I was slid over to the firm, narrow operating table. I laid there for a few minutes, glancing around at the variety of equipment in view. My surgeon leaned over me to say hi and gave me a friendly smile. That was probably around 11:15 am. The next thing I knew I was waking up in recovery, which I’ll get to later.
The surgical technique my surgeon uses was developed at Nottingham University Hospital Cochlear Implant Program in England about 4 years ago. My surgeon has been using it for over 2 years. The 2 main differences from other techniques are the location and size of the incision, and that no sutures hold the implant processor in place. The incision is only about 1.5 inches long, set about a half inch back from the crease of the upper portion of the ear. As with all CI surgeries a shallow divot is made in the skull to hold the processor. I was instructed not to rub that area for 30 days because it would be possible to dislodge it until scar tissue developed which would firmly hold it in place thereafter.
The surgery itself took a little longer than normal due to some boney growths in the mastoid region that slowed the process of making an access tunnel into the middle ear. However once that was achieved the insertion of the electrode array into the cochlea went smoothly. After the implant was in place it was hooked up and a series of tests run to ensure it was functioning correctly. I believe they monitor brainwaves and a middle ear muscle to obtain responses to the tests. Closure of the incision was done with sub-dermal sutures, but no surface stitches. Dermabond was used over the top of the incision. It’s a fancy Krazy Glue that both holds the wound together and forms a water and germ proof barrier.
Surgery was completed between 3:30 and 4:00 pm. My surgeon visited my wife in the waiting area around 4:30 to let her know everything went very well and that I was awake and smiling in recovery. I certainly don’t remember that! The first thing I remember was becoming aware that I was lying inclined on a gurney in the brightly lit recovery room around 5:00, that my left ear had some pretty loud roaring tinnitus, and that I was woozy as all hell. I think there were a lot of other patients recovering in there but I had no desire to focus on anything at all. A nurse came by to check on me and I told her I would probably need to vomit soon. She put a towel on my chest and I had a couple of token pukes. Unbelievably, even though I was nauseous the next day or so, that was the only time I barfed. I think I dozed on and off for a little while longer before they wheeled me up to my room around 6:00.
I was very happy to see my wife when she walked in the room. She had a big smile for me and told me everything went well. I’m sure I was informed of that earlier, but that’s the first time it registered. What a relief. At that point I took a little inventory of my state: No specific pain, just a slight throb; intermittent roaring tinnitus in my left ear, loud but not painfully so; my right ear seemed stuffy and I wasn’t hearing well out of it; still woozy and nauseous; the outside edge of my right arm from elbow to pinky finger was very numb; the left edge of my tongue felt tingly, half-numb. So not feeling all that great, but happy all the same.
Around 6:30 my surgeon dropped in to check on me. He reiterated what my wife said regarding the surgery going well, adding that he felt it would be better to leave the dressing on overnight due to the later end of surgery then planned, and that I should be able to go home in a couple of hours as long as I was steady enough. I mentioned the numbness in my arm and he said that was from lying on my arm for so long during surgery, and that it would clear up over the next couple of days. After the good doctor left a nurse brought a food tray. I sucked on some ice chips and nibbled on red jello, which tasted intense. There was a bowl of broth, but just bringing a spoonful within range of my nose I knew I wasn’t ready for that! So I just stuck to ice, jello and warm tea for the next couple of hours. At some point the leg pump device started to get on my nerves. It would pump up and squeeze my legs every 30 seconds or so and the regularity of it became annoying. I was really glad when they removed it.About 8:30 my nurse gave me a final dose of anti-nausea medicine through the IV in preparation for my departure. A few minutes later she helped me to my feet and guided me to the bathroom. I felt wobbly but was able to stand by myself and pee. Apparently I passed the test so they unhooked me from the IV, set me in a wheelchair and wheeled me out to our car just after 9:00.
Fortunately the rain storm hadn’t hit yet, so we had a quick 10 minute drive home. The first thing I did when I got home was put my contact lenses in. Wearing eyeglasses always makes me feel slightly “off” because I wear them so infrequently. I was also bothered that the hearing in my right ear was so bad, but at that point just hoped it would recover overnight. For the next couple of hours I was still fairly nauseous, but was able to start nibbling on a banana and had some chicken broth later on. I took a vicodin at 11:30 and when it started kicking in I felt better. I slept in 2-3 hour stints, taking a vicodin every 3-4 hours.
The next morning it was raining cats and dogs. I got up around 8:00 feeling better, though still a bit wobbly. Not spinning vertigo, but an unsteady feeling especially if I tilted my head. The hearing in my right ear had recovered a lot, which was a big relief, and the tinnitus on the left had abated somewhat as well. My stomach had settled down enough to have a light breakfast. About mid-day we headed out to see my surgeon at his office. He removed the dressing. The top of my ear was sticking way out – it made me laugh! He said that was normal and it would go back to its usual position over the next month.
I think I covered most of the subsequent recovery in my other posts. Following are photos from the recovery period.
These were taken within a couple of hours of removing the dressing the day after surgery, before the swelling started:
The following are from 2 days after surgery, about when the swelling peaked:
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Activation Day!
Wow! I just got home from getting this thing in my head juiced. Wow. I'm still a little stunned and relieved at how well it works so soon. Wow! I could understand my audiologist the moment she started raising the volume (she saved the beep tone tests for later). A little robotic sounding, but definitely a person talking. My biggest worry was that the sound would be unpleasant and annoying like when my hearing aids were cranked up, but it's not like that at all. I think I spent half the session just sighing to release the tension! We didn't do a lot of adjusting today, just ran though a quick tone series for 2 programs to set a comfortable level. Tomorrow I go back for a more in-depth mapping. I heard my wife's pants scrape together when she re-crossed her legs! I haven't heard a subtle sound like that out of my left ear in probably 20 years. Leaving the office building I was expecting to get blasted by traffic noise like always happened with hearing aids, but it wasn't like that. Driving in the car my wife and I were able to talk easier than in years. I could hear the car and road noise in the background but her voice was coming through well. Wow!!! I'm hearing "S" and "T" again! I had driven up to my wife's workplace from which we left to the appointment. Driving home from there I turned on a CD of James Brown (my little boy loves it). It was amazing to hear James Brown chanting "shake your money maker" over and over. It sounded a little fuzzy, as did the music. It's far from perfect yet but I'm really happy with this sound as a starting point. Thanks to everyone for your help and encouragement!
Other notes:
The sound quality this first day has a distinct electronic sound. Sort of a flanging effect. Footsteps and keyboard clicks have a little "boink" to them like water dripping. Voices are tending to sound deeper to me than normal. No munchkins, but a little weird all the same.
We had to install the strongest magnet to get it to stick, probably due to residual swelling since it's only been 12 days since surgery. I should be able to change to a weaker magnet in a few weeks. It needs to be as weak as possible to prevent irritating the skin over the implant.
I'm not wearing a hearing aid in my right ear for a few weeks to allow my brain to focus on adapting to my new left ear.
Other notes:
The sound quality this first day has a distinct electronic sound. Sort of a flanging effect. Footsteps and keyboard clicks have a little "boink" to them like water dripping. Voices are tending to sound deeper to me than normal. No munchkins, but a little weird all the same.
We had to install the strongest magnet to get it to stick, probably due to residual swelling since it's only been 12 days since surgery. I should be able to change to a weaker magnet in a few weeks. It needs to be as weak as possible to prevent irritating the skin over the implant.
I'm not wearing a hearing aid in my right ear for a few weeks to allow my brain to focus on adapting to my new left ear.
Friday, December 7, 2007
8 Days Post Surgery
This is my first day home alone. My folks left last night after staying an extra couple of days. My wife is at work. My little guy is at daycare. I am taking it easy, using the time to catch up on bills and paperwork. I miss everyone but feel very fortunate to have had them all with me during the past week. What a week!
I had my one week post-op checkup yesterday. My surgeon was patient as usual and answered my long list of questions. The main thing that had been bugging me was the slight drainage I was feeling from my Eustachian tube. My imagination and web research had been running a little wild and I had convinced myself I was having a leak of vestibular fluid from my cochlea. That is an uncommon problem after CI surgery which sometimes requires a second surgery to block the leak. As it turns out, I have a small blood clot in my middle ear from the surgery, which could be seen through the ear drum with an otoscope, and the drainage is most likely a byproduct of the clot breaking down. Nothing to worry about and it should resolve itself in a week or two. The otoscope was connected to a video monitor so I could see too. I had forgotten how transparent the ear drum is: we were able to see a part of the electrode wire snaking through my middle ear! Thankfully I can't feel it -- I don't think I'd like that! The rest of the checkup went well. My incision is healing well and I seem to be on track.
Yesterday and today have been really good days. Other than the persistent sore throat and a touch of vertigo I feel good. I only have a slight tightness on my scalp on the surgery side. Most of the swelling is gone and the top of my ear continues to recede back into its normal position. I haven't taken anything for pain since Tuesday. I continue to sleep inclined because I feel a bit too much pressure if I lay flat, but I don't think that's going to last much longer.
I expect my next post to be a detailed recap of the surgery, as promised.
4 days until activation!
I had my one week post-op checkup yesterday. My surgeon was patient as usual and answered my long list of questions. The main thing that had been bugging me was the slight drainage I was feeling from my Eustachian tube. My imagination and web research had been running a little wild and I had convinced myself I was having a leak of vestibular fluid from my cochlea. That is an uncommon problem after CI surgery which sometimes requires a second surgery to block the leak. As it turns out, I have a small blood clot in my middle ear from the surgery, which could be seen through the ear drum with an otoscope, and the drainage is most likely a byproduct of the clot breaking down. Nothing to worry about and it should resolve itself in a week or two. The otoscope was connected to a video monitor so I could see too. I had forgotten how transparent the ear drum is: we were able to see a part of the electrode wire snaking through my middle ear! Thankfully I can't feel it -- I don't think I'd like that! The rest of the checkup went well. My incision is healing well and I seem to be on track.
Yesterday and today have been really good days. Other than the persistent sore throat and a touch of vertigo I feel good. I only have a slight tightness on my scalp on the surgery side. Most of the swelling is gone and the top of my ear continues to recede back into its normal position. I haven't taken anything for pain since Tuesday. I continue to sleep inclined because I feel a bit too much pressure if I lay flat, but I don't think that's going to last much longer.
I expect my next post to be a detailed recap of the surgery, as promised.
4 days until activation!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
5 Days Post Surgery
Overall I'm feeling a lot better. I think the main problem I have now (other than one ear sticking out more, like Steven Colbert) is a nasty sore throat bug. At first I thought it was due to the breathing tube during surgery, but now I'm sure it's a bug since it's trying to move up into my nose. So I'm still a little whacked out from the bug and surgery. Speaking of which, on my last post I put the wrong date for my activation! It's on Tuesday, Dec. 11th (not Monday). One week from today!
I'm sitting here with my parents. They have been here since the day before surgery and have been a HUGE help to us -- and of course my son is in grandparent heaven! My wife had to go back to work yesterday so it is especially nice having them here now. They are planning on leaving tomorrow but I might just try to talk them into staying a couple of more days! I'm just now getting the chance to enjoy their company and could use a couple of more days of it.
I am amazed at the lack of strong pain so far. I took my last vicodin on Sunday night. I've been taking Aleve (otc naproxen) every 8 hours since then. I haven't had one now for 10 hours and all I feel pain-wise is a very minor earache so I am going to wait and see if I need any more painkillers at all. My doctor told me to ice the side of my head using frozen peas in a latex glove hourly for 10 to 15 minutes for the first few days. I did that religiously through yesterday. At night I woke every 2 hours to ice. Today I cut back to icing every few hours. I have also been keeping my head elevated at all times, which (surprise) isn't that hard during waking hours. In bed I have been sleeping inclined on three pillows with a fourth under my knees. It's comfortable but I'm starting to get sick of being in one position all night.
The tinnitus has subsided back to just a bit above normal, so not very bothersome. I still have some vertigo. I took a few walks outside the past couple of days and just don't feel as steady as usual. It's most pronounced if I tilt my head to the side or back. Thankfully my stomach has settled down and I have an appetite again. I'm sure my wife and parents are glad too -- the first few days I was so sensitive to smells I made them change several meal plans.
Thank you everyone for your comments -- they really help! I have lots of notes and pictures from the past days and expect to get a more detailed post up by the weekend.
I'm sitting here with my parents. They have been here since the day before surgery and have been a HUGE help to us -- and of course my son is in grandparent heaven! My wife had to go back to work yesterday so it is especially nice having them here now. They are planning on leaving tomorrow but I might just try to talk them into staying a couple of more days! I'm just now getting the chance to enjoy their company and could use a couple of more days of it.
I am amazed at the lack of strong pain so far. I took my last vicodin on Sunday night. I've been taking Aleve (otc naproxen) every 8 hours since then. I haven't had one now for 10 hours and all I feel pain-wise is a very minor earache so I am going to wait and see if I need any more painkillers at all. My doctor told me to ice the side of my head using frozen peas in a latex glove hourly for 10 to 15 minutes for the first few days. I did that religiously through yesterday. At night I woke every 2 hours to ice. Today I cut back to icing every few hours. I have also been keeping my head elevated at all times, which (surprise) isn't that hard during waking hours. In bed I have been sleeping inclined on three pillows with a fourth under my knees. It's comfortable but I'm starting to get sick of being in one position all night.
The tinnitus has subsided back to just a bit above normal, so not very bothersome. I still have some vertigo. I took a few walks outside the past couple of days and just don't feel as steady as usual. It's most pronounced if I tilt my head to the side or back. Thankfully my stomach has settled down and I have an appetite again. I'm sure my wife and parents are glad too -- the first few days I was so sensitive to smells I made them change several meal plans.
Thank you everyone for your comments -- they really help! I have lots of notes and pictures from the past days and expect to get a more detailed post up by the weekend.
Sunday, December 2, 2007
3 Days Post Surgery
Well, my plan to post regularly was foiled. The past 3 days since surgery I've been feeling pretty dizzy and my stomach is almost constantly unsettled. Focusing my attention to write makes it worse. I was in surgery for nearly 4 hours, so I think it's mainly the affects of anesthesia. I think I'm starting to get over the hump on it now. Later on when I'm feeling better I will go back and fill in the details. Right now I will just touch on the main points, and it will probably come out scattered since that's how I am right now.
One thing that has been great is that we live only about 10 minutes from the hospital were surgery was performed and 20 minutes from my CI center office. On Friday, my wife drove me to the CI center and my surgeon removed the bandage. He said it looked great, surgery went great (though it took longer than normal because of some boney growths he had to deal with), and that I could set an activation appointment for 10 days post surgery. Wow! I was surprised it will happen so soon. My activation appointment is set for Monday, Dec. 10th, with a follow up mapping the next day.
Overall I think I'm doing well. The pain is manageable. Starting Thursday night I was taking a vicodin every 4 hours. Friday went okay, but by late Friday night I was getting too loopy on it. So I started using ibuprofen, with just an occasional vicodin when the pain surfaces. I'm icing my head almost every hour for ten to fifteen minutes. At night I wake every couple of hours and ice it. The swelling seems to have peaked. But I'm expecting to get hit with more pain in the next day or two based on others' experiences.
I think there is some very slight drainage from the eustachian tube on the implant side. Not bloody. Tastes salty. Do any of you implantees recall having that? I imagine with all the work done in the middle ear it would be normal to have some drainage. Also, my throat is still a bit raw from the breathing tube so it could just be post-nasal drip associated with that I suppose.
One thing that has been great is that we live only about 10 minutes from the hospital were surgery was performed and 20 minutes from my CI center office. On Friday, my wife drove me to the CI center and my surgeon removed the bandage. He said it looked great, surgery went great (though it took longer than normal because of some boney growths he had to deal with), and that I could set an activation appointment for 10 days post surgery. Wow! I was surprised it will happen so soon. My activation appointment is set for Monday, Dec. 10th, with a follow up mapping the next day.
Overall I think I'm doing well. The pain is manageable. Starting Thursday night I was taking a vicodin every 4 hours. Friday went okay, but by late Friday night I was getting too loopy on it. So I started using ibuprofen, with just an occasional vicodin when the pain surfaces. I'm icing my head almost every hour for ten to fifteen minutes. At night I wake every couple of hours and ice it. The swelling seems to have peaked. But I'm expecting to get hit with more pain in the next day or two based on others' experiences.
I think there is some very slight drainage from the eustachian tube on the implant side. Not bloody. Tastes salty. Do any of you implantees recall having that? I imagine with all the work done in the middle ear it would be normal to have some drainage. Also, my throat is still a bit raw from the breathing tube so it could just be post-nasal drip associated with that I suppose.
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